How annoying Juliette can get?

I love Bitsie Tulloch, I think she's gorgeous and a perfect fit for David Giuntoli on-screen and off-screen but I never liked how she has been written, how they have transformed her from season to season. Well maybe, there will be episodes that I loved her but I find the character Juliette Silverton annoying. 

In season 1, she's the annoying girlfriend who assumes that Nick is hiding something from her. She was so one note and not interesting like as if she just have to be there so that the Grimm has a girlfriend. In season 2, I know she was under a spell but I don't like how she was hiding her obsession from Nick but I just felt that she was just so mean to him and it was just so annoying. 

In season 3, I started to like her because she is Nick's supportive girlfriend and friend to Rosalie. She was starting to be helpful and useful to cases but when she's acting all bad-ass, she annoys me again. In season 4, I like her in the beginning and when she became a Hexenbeist but when she became insane, I was so annoyed that I even rejoiced that her character died. In season 5, as Eve, I do not like her that much. I was not thrilled that she came back. She's so detached from Nick but somewhat I know that she's bitter that Nick is living with Adalind. They invited everyone except for Adalind to help. Whatever, I guess, I have to let this out of my system so that I can learn to love her. Haha, enjoy Grimm! 

You're the Worst

Lately, I have been watching this show called 'You're the Worst', it's an American comedy drama series about two people with toxic personalities attempting a relationship. The show started with the two characters, Jimmy and Gretchen, meeting in Jimmy's ex's wedding and them engaging in a one-night stand. It started to be a thing but they remained casual. Because of Gretchen's feistyness and Jimmy's manipulativeness, though they are not talking about their feelings, they ended to be in an exclusive relationship which actually works for them. This just shows that there is always somebody for someone.

The show also features their friends and their own relationships. It is satirical and witty and just real. I guess that's why I love it. It is a show about how most relationships are now going about. It features socially relevant issues in a humorous way through characters such as how Edgar deals with PTSD and relating back to society. The character of Lindsey is a very complicated and adorable character of somehow who tries to conform to society. I love Aya Cash who plays Gretchen, she's natural and amazing. This is a good watch and I recommend.

100 blessed Days

Months ago, I was so depressed that I felt that I cannot be happy anymore. I hate being in that position where I am just sad. I can only work as hard in life as possible but there will be things that I cannot control so instead of focusing on those things. I decided to take charge and focus on things that I can control. I can control my perspective so instead of thinking of the things that I do not have I started to be thankful for what I have. I decided to count at least 3 blessing each day. There will be days that I am just forcing the positivity in me but as I compare my blessings from Day1, I sounded being more sincere and I was happier and at the end of 100 days, I felt better and things started happening for me.

I was on day 16 and coming up with blessings is starting to be easy!

Check out my Facebook page for my posts of the blessings that I received, you may also want to try it yourself and see miracles happen for you.

What I look for in a man...

Two years ago, I was with a guy that I thought I'll be spending my future with but I guess that was not God's will. Anyways, I decided that I have to set standards or non-negotiables for the next and last guy that I will love. Dating for the next two years was rough because I did not see all of the qualities that I was looking for in guys that I dated until now. I learned that if you pray hard and don't settle, the guy and the love that you deserve will come around. So, don't stop praying and believing, do not compromise. Let me share the list of non-negotiables that I wrote 2 years ago.

My 2015: a review

 I know ang awkward n ngayon ko lng ginagawa ang entry na 'to dahil matatapos na ang February 2016. I just want to share how the power of visualization, law of attraction, prayers and hardwork helped me attain most of my goals and ended up becoming a somewhat fulfilled human being.

Sa mga sinulat kong yan, 5 jan ang natupad. Nung 2014 kc, i felt that i was stuck in a rut and i knew i had to do something about it. So, sa bdj planner ko, i wrote what i really wanted to happen sa buhay ko. I wanted to improve my personal life, my fitness goals, my career and financial aspects. January pa lang talagang apply lang ako ng apply kapag my opening hanggang sa September ntupad ang prayers ko pero grabe, ilang rejection, sipag at luha tlaga bago ako naging coach. Dahil wala nman akong boyfriend, mas my time ako with my mom and sister. Don't get me wrong, natupad yung pinakauna sa list. January 1 pa lng, i've been dating this guy. He's a great guy in paper, he's perfect but i think God brought him into my life to answer that prayer, to date someone for that year. I learned things from him, i found a friend in him, i gained confidence and belief in myself dahil sa pangpupush niya saka sa mga payo niya. He made me happy.
Unfortunately, hindi ako naging 105 lbs but i lost 10lbs. I did not end 5km in 28 minutes but I still decided to run 10km this 2016. I know i will have the endurance to do it. Nung appraisal, di ko man naabot ang goal ko but since I eventually became a coach, higit pa yung naging increase ko. Because of that, nakapagTithes ako by December!
The things na wala talaga akong nagawa ay ang to spend my birthday with less fortunate, makaipon ng 24K, at ang maging clear ang aking skin. Tsk! Tsk!
I'll continue to work on my goals and new ones. I hope you enjoyed reading my wins and you get inspired to push yourself that you can get out of that rut. Go 2016!

10 things that I should have become or done before I get married

I have been telling myself, I am the worth the wait, I may not be the prettiest but I have a lot to offer for my future husband. Lately though, I am not feeling great about myself, about my life. I am my biggest critic and I know I am a work in progress but I just think that there are too much to work on. So, to calm me down, not to over think the future, just keeping my faith to God because God is so invested in my happiness he won’t let me down, I did a short soul-searching. Instead of me thinking what the root cause is why I am still single, instead of looking for my Mr. Right, I have decided to be Ms. Right and eventually, God will lead my Ian Veneracion-type of a husband (I really do not have a crush on Ian Veneracion but I had a dream that my husband who loves very much looks like him). So here we have the 10 things that I should become before I consider myself as Ms. Right.

11    I have to be happy. A relationship will not make a person happy. An unhappy single when in a relationship or get married will just be an unhappy person in a relationship / unhappy married person. Your partner should compliment you not complete you.

22     I have to be financially free. I want to give the best for my future kids and I am not really the type of woman who wants to depend 100% to her man especially financially and so I have to make sure that all my debts and what not are taken care of.

33     I have to be 105 lbs. That has always been the dream.

44     I have to have paid my dues and have done my part in volunteering or breaking my heart for the less fortunate. If anyone knows the story of Bo Sanchez, how he lived with old people for three years, I want to do something like that but not actually living my job. I just basically want to give something that I have, which is my money, my talent and my time. I am more of an action type of person. I just don’t want to give to church; I really want to do something about it.

55     I have to have a very good and close relationship to God. When you love someone or when you are in a relationship, God should be the center of it. I think that’s the secret of a happy marriage. I cannot inspire and disciple someone to be close to God if I am not.

66    I have to be healthy. There is only one me and I have to take care of myself. I need to ensure that I am healthy. If I am healthy, eventually, everything in the outside will fix itself.

77     I have to have taken care of my vices or at least control them. This is something that I have been focusing on lately. I really don’t want to talk about them right now but hopefully when the time comes to be with my Mr. Right, I do not have vices.

88     I have to be secured. I had issues in the past with my insecurity and I am proud that I have taken care of that after battling with self-esteem issues for most of my life but we’ll never know if it comes back and becomes an obstacle in my relationship.  

99    I have to learn how to love. I mean romantically, I seem to have approached life and relationship like a business transaction where in I should always get my ‘return of investment’. I don’t know how to explain it but I just hope I can love again the way that I loved before wherein I will just love and not wait for anything in return.

110 I have to start my wedding fund. Again, I do not want to be financially dependent on my husband so it’s best to be prepared. 

No Good Deed Goes Unpunished

The reason why it took me so long before I posted something is because I do not want to be subjective and emotional and just be negative and be some blogger who rants about her life or whatever. In all honesty, I just experienced this recently, in my line of work, it is important that you have some type of emotional deposit with the people that you work with. The downside to that is that people become familiar with you and when you are to give them constructive criticism, they do not see it that way, they see it as an attack or they feel that you do not want to do a part of your job. I really do not want to say more about it but I have to admit, I also have my own mistake, I was not very good in handling the situation at that time. I am not good in articulating myself so it may have appeared that I am annoyed with the person instead of his actions. I was able to be in contact again with the same person, I really do not have a choice, I have to be professional but if that person still feels the same way towards me instead of just reviewing himself, I do not think I am the losing part here. I have recognized the errors of my ways and see it as a learning experience. This quote is something that I have to bear in mind because I know that in the future, that person will not be the last ungrateful person and may translate my action into something negative instead of beneficial for them.